Well I haven;t posted for a while now Lotte and I met up with Kyle baldwin and Collier, he rewarded us for freeing Jenna Lowman by housing us in one of his many safehouses, hence the fact why I can't give updates daily anymore.
We go into town a few times a week to pick up supplies and attend to whatever personal business we want too we are told not to let anyone know we are Promicin positives though seeing as the legislation act has had us all outlawed now.
Life here is slow but rewarding we live in a few cabins in a big forrest area Lotte loves it here all this nature around her makes her bloom up literrally, I found it difficult getting used to the idea we had to stay into hiding from now on but Collier assured us it would only be temporary.
I like the fact that there are plenty of 4400 and Promicin positives around here though, the woman who runs the safe house a 4400 symphatizer and a Psychologist helps us Promicin positives gain greater controll over our abilities by counceling sessions, group therapy and personal guidance.
I know it seems kind of weird but it is paying off and talking to other Promicin positives and their experiences has helped me a great deal over the past few days.
I saw the website from Promicinterror.com Rick Baughlum weird man he is obviously lying and doesn't stand behind the words he is saying, I don't have to be near him to tell you that.
He is sweating like a stuck pig, glassy look in his eyes someone is manipulating him into saying these things, whatever it is I do not feel much pity for Mr Baughlum he has been one of our greatest anti supporters for months now and whatever happens to him next is his own fault he chose to breed hate and distrust against us Promicin positives something that only made me feel great disgust for his ignorrance and stupidity.
Collier comes by the safe house regurlarly almost every day now he looks tired and worn out, although I cannot sense it from him he must have one hell of a mental willpower to still emanate such a feeling of hope and comfort after all this time, I cannot see his thoughts either he is well trained in blocking out telepaths all I see when I tried it was a sea crashing on the waves over and over.
He is preparing a big sermon for this weekend a speech that will fill us all with great hope and that is good because hope is what we need in these troubling times.
Here is just a line from his speech that he will give world-wide this weekend that he allowed me to put up.
"The world will no longer be comfortable but the chains of comfort are what keeps us from reaching for a better world. "
vrijdag 15 juni 2007
dinsdag 12 juni 2007
The Right choice
We have after a very long and tiring 2 days arrived in a small woodland location I won't reveal any of the specifics nor is this entry written on the location in fear of NTAC tracking us down.
Yes it is all true what they say on the promicin info forums Lotte and me have committed an act of terrorism by freeing a young woman from being experimented upon, some Promicin+ want to see us in jail for that saying we are the exact reason why non Promicin+ fear us.
But I still believe we have made the right choice, the choice to fight back against what is the biggest manhunt the US goverment has ever started outlawing Promicin induced abilities and all related to it.
Throwing people in jail because they want to make a differrence because they believe a change is needed in order to secure our future, and mark these words I say OUR future that means 4400 and non 4400 alike.
I have always believed in Jordan Collier the moment I saw him speak on television and his latest dispatch message proves it he knows what is right,He knows the people in power fear change and that is why they made us wanted and sought after criminals.
An hour ago we met him it's strange standing near to him my ability tells me he is not nervous not lying he has seen the future, a grim one War was coming he said but after last night's legislation got passed it has arrived in the coming weeks all of the Promicin positives will have to make a choice.
Will you stand on the sidelines waiting for the goverment to come for you waiting that they will grab u or your children or your family or your friends out of their beds at night and make them dissapear in an NTAC basement like they did with Jenna.
Or will you rise up to them side with Jordan Collier,believe in him as he believes in everyone of you who has taken the Promicin Serum to help change the world for the better.
He has said to us that there will be cassualities on both side we might have to give up that wich we hold most dearest to us, Our morals our principals.
He asks a great deal of faith and trust from us but being near him sensing he was no liar that he spoke truthfully and passionatelly about securing the future I say we give him that chance let his words in the coming weeks be a strength to us all.
For all who are looking for a safehaven the Preacher will find you he will test you and he will provide you with shelter and a purpose if u let him.
Markus and Lotte
Members of the NOVA group
retiring to the safe house untill we are needed
Yes it is all true what they say on the promicin info forums Lotte and me have committed an act of terrorism by freeing a young woman from being experimented upon, some Promicin+ want to see us in jail for that saying we are the exact reason why non Promicin+ fear us.
But I still believe we have made the right choice, the choice to fight back against what is the biggest manhunt the US goverment has ever started outlawing Promicin induced abilities and all related to it.
Throwing people in jail because they want to make a differrence because they believe a change is needed in order to secure our future, and mark these words I say OUR future that means 4400 and non 4400 alike.
I have always believed in Jordan Collier the moment I saw him speak on television and his latest dispatch message proves it he knows what is right,He knows the people in power fear change and that is why they made us wanted and sought after criminals.
An hour ago we met him it's strange standing near to him my ability tells me he is not nervous not lying he has seen the future, a grim one War was coming he said but after last night's legislation got passed it has arrived in the coming weeks all of the Promicin positives will have to make a choice.
Will you stand on the sidelines waiting for the goverment to come for you waiting that they will grab u or your children or your family or your friends out of their beds at night and make them dissapear in an NTAC basement like they did with Jenna.
Or will you rise up to them side with Jordan Collier,believe in him as he believes in everyone of you who has taken the Promicin Serum to help change the world for the better.
He has said to us that there will be cassualities on both side we might have to give up that wich we hold most dearest to us, Our morals our principals.
He asks a great deal of faith and trust from us but being near him sensing he was no liar that he spoke truthfully and passionatelly about securing the future I say we give him that chance let his words in the coming weeks be a strength to us all.
For all who are looking for a safehaven the Preacher will find you he will test you and he will provide you with shelter and a purpose if u let him.
Markus and Lotte
Members of the NOVA group
retiring to the safe house untill we are needed
maandag 11 juni 2007
It's come to pass
Well small update after reading the promicin info boards and posting my findings about current goverment funded Promicin research.
They've finally done it, who are they you ask? the ignorrant and scared people of the senate and the goverment they have outlawed any Promicin induced ability.
I realize writing this blog is bassicly a one-way ticket to a NTAC basement deep under the ground certainly after "breaking in to a goverment facility,destroying goverment funded research and taking a 4400 girl they had kidnapped in the first place"
Yet I feel no remorse about those things Lotte and I felt we have done the right thing.
Our mysterious 4400 friend that took interrest in us and sent us on our mission has revealed himself u probably all know who he is so I will not dishonour our agreement by posting his name or whereabouts on this blog nor on the forums.
We will travel to a pre agreed location to join up with him and some others.
He has left us with these words though.
"Do not be affraid of this new legislation,they may have outlawed us all but remember we are not animals we will not be hunted down like meek Prey.
If it is necesarry fight back use your abilities they were given to you for a reason to ensure a better and brighter future for all mankind 4400 and non-4400 alike, The goverment may not see it now but soon our day will come we will prove to humanity what we have to offer.
If it will lead us into war against evil so be it we will vanquish it for they cannot put the blame on you or anyone that took the promicine shot.
They cannot Blame anyone of us for wanting to be human.
Always Remember that our path is the right one.
I will meet with you soon safe travels and let nothing stop U."
They've finally done it, who are they you ask? the ignorrant and scared people of the senate and the goverment they have outlawed any Promicin induced ability.
I realize writing this blog is bassicly a one-way ticket to a NTAC basement deep under the ground certainly after "breaking in to a goverment facility,destroying goverment funded research and taking a 4400 girl they had kidnapped in the first place"
Yet I feel no remorse about those things Lotte and I felt we have done the right thing.
Our mysterious 4400 friend that took interrest in us and sent us on our mission has revealed himself u probably all know who he is so I will not dishonour our agreement by posting his name or whereabouts on this blog nor on the forums.
We will travel to a pre agreed location to join up with him and some others.
He has left us with these words though.
"Do not be affraid of this new legislation,they may have outlawed us all but remember we are not animals we will not be hunted down like meek Prey.
If it is necesarry fight back use your abilities they were given to you for a reason to ensure a better and brighter future for all mankind 4400 and non-4400 alike, The goverment may not see it now but soon our day will come we will prove to humanity what we have to offer.
If it will lead us into war against evil so be it we will vanquish it for they cannot put the blame on you or anyone that took the promicine shot.
They cannot Blame anyone of us for wanting to be human.
Always Remember that our path is the right one.
I will meet with you soon safe travels and let nothing stop U."
Safe again?
Well it succeeded we got out of there I won't divulge as to how since I do not want to encourage anyone to do this myself.
I'll just say 1 thing getting into a goverment facility wasn't that difficult nor was it to delete all their research work thanks to my ability.
It was so easy to tell the few guards that were left to escort me upto the Laboratory where the research was conducted, All I had to do was project a feeling of trust on them and alter their thoughts so they'd think I was one of the senior research assistants.
Once I got into the lab I thankfully discovered that they hadn't made much of a progress I saw some half-filled vials with a substance wich should've been Promicin although it was very thin in colour and texture.
The 4400 from whom they had tapped it off clearly wasn't of such a pure sample as the Promicin Lotte and I injected each other with a few weeks ago.
Thanks to the disk provided with the blueprints I quickly disposed of the computer files I'm no computer genius but even I could see the disk housed such an aggressive virus it would leave nothing of the computer data files intact.
I took a quick Picture of the promicin with my cell phone as evidence of them trying to recreate the serum for themselves before destroying the samples in a oven heating it up so fast rendering it useless to them.
Now for the 4400 who they held captive I searched through their documents and found a file named "Donor O" basement level 2, so I told one of the guards I needed to check up on the Donor he took me down to sub-basement level 2 and there she was this 20 year old girl looking tired and exhausted.
She was barely able to look up at me and when she did I sensed nothing but fear and distrust from her,Hell I couldn't blame her she'd obviously been there for awhile I wouldn't trust anyone either anymore so I tried to radiate out a sense of Trust,invigouration and told her that she would be ok now that I was one of her own.
I put her into a wheelchair and told the guard that he should lay down that he was extremely tired and as if he was broken he fell down on the floor sound asleep.
Unfortunately the Guards at the front desk weren't so eassilly convinced especially when they saw their sleeping co-worker on the security cams.
At a stand off with 2 gaurds thankfully Lotte walked in and touched the 2 guards they turned white and fell down making our escape a easy one from there on out.
When we arrived at the motel making sure we weren't followed Jenna fell asleep fast and I demanded an explanation from Lotte what she did too the 2 guards.
"You didn't kill them did you?!"
"Of Course not, how could u even think that of me?"
"Well apparently there's something u haven't told me, you were never able to stop 2 men just like that"
"There is something I have to tell you Markus, you see Marie didn't only help you when you were asleep she unlocked my potential as well."
"so what did you do to them?"
"Well I mimic plants so I can make my own body as lethal as I want as long as I know what plant to Mimic, I simply used it to mimic Chalice Vine a poisonous plant that causes paralysis,Nausea,headache and shock nothing Lethal but enough to get us away safely and they'll feel it for a few days."
I could sense and tell that she wasn't lying those 2 guards would be fine in time, I realized though that in all our haste we forgot 1 thing the camera footage seems weare going to be just as wanted in this country now as we were in our own.
Waiting for a phonecall from Kyle happy we didn't have to resort to violence and glad we could help a 4400
Markus and Lotte
I'll just say 1 thing getting into a goverment facility wasn't that difficult nor was it to delete all their research work thanks to my ability.
It was so easy to tell the few guards that were left to escort me upto the Laboratory where the research was conducted, All I had to do was project a feeling of trust on them and alter their thoughts so they'd think I was one of the senior research assistants.
Once I got into the lab I thankfully discovered that they hadn't made much of a progress I saw some half-filled vials with a substance wich should've been Promicin although it was very thin in colour and texture.
The 4400 from whom they had tapped it off clearly wasn't of such a pure sample as the Promicin Lotte and I injected each other with a few weeks ago.
Thanks to the disk provided with the blueprints I quickly disposed of the computer files I'm no computer genius but even I could see the disk housed such an aggressive virus it would leave nothing of the computer data files intact.
I took a quick Picture of the promicin with my cell phone as evidence of them trying to recreate the serum for themselves before destroying the samples in a oven heating it up so fast rendering it useless to them.
Now for the 4400 who they held captive I searched through their documents and found a file named "Donor O" basement level 2, so I told one of the guards I needed to check up on the Donor he took me down to sub-basement level 2 and there she was this 20 year old girl looking tired and exhausted.
She was barely able to look up at me and when she did I sensed nothing but fear and distrust from her,Hell I couldn't blame her she'd obviously been there for awhile I wouldn't trust anyone either anymore so I tried to radiate out a sense of Trust,invigouration and told her that she would be ok now that I was one of her own.
I put her into a wheelchair and told the guard that he should lay down that he was extremely tired and as if he was broken he fell down on the floor sound asleep.
Unfortunately the Guards at the front desk weren't so eassilly convinced especially when they saw their sleeping co-worker on the security cams.
At a stand off with 2 gaurds thankfully Lotte walked in and touched the 2 guards they turned white and fell down making our escape a easy one from there on out.
When we arrived at the motel making sure we weren't followed Jenna fell asleep fast and I demanded an explanation from Lotte what she did too the 2 guards.
"You didn't kill them did you?!"
"Of Course not, how could u even think that of me?"
"Well apparently there's something u haven't told me, you were never able to stop 2 men just like that"
"There is something I have to tell you Markus, you see Marie didn't only help you when you were asleep she unlocked my potential as well."
"so what did you do to them?"
"Well I mimic plants so I can make my own body as lethal as I want as long as I know what plant to Mimic, I simply used it to mimic Chalice Vine a poisonous plant that causes paralysis,Nausea,headache and shock nothing Lethal but enough to get us away safely and they'll feel it for a few days."
I could sense and tell that she wasn't lying those 2 guards would be fine in time, I realized though that in all our haste we forgot 1 thing the camera footage seems weare going to be just as wanted in this country now as we were in our own.
Waiting for a phonecall from Kyle happy we didn't have to resort to violence and glad we could help a 4400
Markus and Lotte
The ultimate test
Well tonight's the night the night we will prove ourselves, the night in wich we will free Jenna Lowman returnee nr.1356. Below is a casefile that was sent too us along with the blueprints of Northstar Neuroscience.
Casenumber: 1356
Name: Jenna Lowman
Sex: Female
Born: September 21, 1967
Dissapeared: September 22, 1984
Status: Missing
URGENT
Miss Lowman's ability to generate energy cells makes her a potential danger to herself and her enviroment.
She has not been sighted since May 12th 2007 it is of utmost importance that this young woman be found and remanded into custody of NTAC for further questioning.
Seen in company of Jordan Collier at the 4400 center numerous times and possible member of the Nova Group.
Read further sidenotes and casefiles for Psych profile of miss Lowman and other anomalies U might want to consider.
Signed.
M. Doyle
Supervisor and Director
NTAC Nortwestern Division
We have set out our plan and will attemp to Rescue Jenna at night to minimize Security threats.
We'll try and keep u updated once we are succesfull and return tonight.
Wish us luck, Markus and Lotte.
Casenumber: 1356
Name: Jenna Lowman
Sex: Female
Born: September 21, 1967
Dissapeared: September 22, 1984
Status: Missing
URGENT
Miss Lowman's ability to generate energy cells makes her a potential danger to herself and her enviroment.
She has not been sighted since May 12th 2007 it is of utmost importance that this young woman be found and remanded into custody of NTAC for further questioning.
Seen in company of Jordan Collier at the 4400 center numerous times and possible member of the Nova Group.
Read further sidenotes and casefiles for Psych profile of miss Lowman and other anomalies U might want to consider.
Signed.
M. Doyle
Supervisor and Director
NTAC Nortwestern Division
We have set out our plan and will attemp to Rescue Jenna at night to minimize Security threats.
We'll try and keep u updated once we are succesfull and return tonight.
Wish us luck, Markus and Lotte.
Baldwin?
Well we haven't been able to post yesterday seeing as it's been kinda weird and busy for us.
We finally had our contact call us and man were we surprised when we picked up the cell Phone that Marie gave us.
We'll write U up a transcript of what was said in the phone call.
Unknown man: "Is this Markus I'm talking to?"
Markus: yeah it's him, mind if I ask who I'm dealing with? Not that I don't trust you but between dodging NTAC agents and random hatemongers I'd rather have some name before I say anything more."
Unknown man: "I understand your distrust, don't wory I can be trusted my name is Kyle Baldwin."
Markus: "Baldwin isn't your dad supposed to be some NTAC hotshot?"
Kyle Baldwin: "Trust me alot has happened between my father and me I don't see him much anymore, but that's besides the point I'm calling you guys because I have a contact with one of the 4400 who is very interrested in meeting you both."
Markus: "not to be rude but could u be a little more specific on who that is?"
Kyle Baldwin: "I am sure u understand that I cannot reveal his name to you over a phoneline as much as we have ensured that the line is secured we can never be too sure.
All I can say is that it is the man who has given us the choice."
Markus: "Ok, so what will happen now?"
Kyle Baldwin:"He wants a small favour if u want to call it that a test of allegiance and your abilities."
Markus:"We've only manifested a few weeks ago I don't know if we are ready to do what u want us to do."
Kyle Baldwin: "I know Marie helped you so trust me on this we know for a fact that you are up to the task. It may seem dangerous what we are asking of you but you must understand if we didn't have confidence in your abilities we wouldn't ask it of you."
Markus: "ok go ahead, what is it you want us to do?"
Kyle Baldwin:"We want you to go to Northstar Neuroscience they are trying to redevelop the Promicin serum there in order to use it on US troops again so they can wage war on us Promicin positives and 4400, Go there destroy their research files,Promicin samples and make sure their scientists won't resume their research after your done."
Markus: "So u want us to break into a federal research facility and do what kill their scientists?"
Kyle Baldwin:"We've heard from Marie what u can do Markus if you use your ability in the right way no one will have to get hurt, ow and while your there they are keeping one of the 4400 captive there we would highly appreciate it if u could get her out of there. And remember try to refrain from using violence."
That's when the phone was hung up, the next day a courrier delivered the blueprints of the building to our Motel room and thus we set out a plan to prove ourselves and to save a 4400.
We finally had our contact call us and man were we surprised when we picked up the cell Phone that Marie gave us.
We'll write U up a transcript of what was said in the phone call.
Unknown man: "Is this Markus I'm talking to?"
Markus: yeah it's him, mind if I ask who I'm dealing with? Not that I don't trust you but between dodging NTAC agents and random hatemongers I'd rather have some name before I say anything more."
Unknown man: "I understand your distrust, don't wory I can be trusted my name is Kyle Baldwin."
Markus: "Baldwin isn't your dad supposed to be some NTAC hotshot?"
Kyle Baldwin: "Trust me alot has happened between my father and me I don't see him much anymore, but that's besides the point I'm calling you guys because I have a contact with one of the 4400 who is very interrested in meeting you both."
Markus: "not to be rude but could u be a little more specific on who that is?"
Kyle Baldwin: "I am sure u understand that I cannot reveal his name to you over a phoneline as much as we have ensured that the line is secured we can never be too sure.
All I can say is that it is the man who has given us the choice."
Markus: "Ok, so what will happen now?"
Kyle Baldwin:"He wants a small favour if u want to call it that a test of allegiance and your abilities."
Markus:"We've only manifested a few weeks ago I don't know if we are ready to do what u want us to do."
Kyle Baldwin: "I know Marie helped you so trust me on this we know for a fact that you are up to the task. It may seem dangerous what we are asking of you but you must understand if we didn't have confidence in your abilities we wouldn't ask it of you."
Markus: "ok go ahead, what is it you want us to do?"
Kyle Baldwin:"We want you to go to Northstar Neuroscience they are trying to redevelop the Promicin serum there in order to use it on US troops again so they can wage war on us Promicin positives and 4400, Go there destroy their research files,Promicin samples and make sure their scientists won't resume their research after your done."
Markus: "So u want us to break into a federal research facility and do what kill their scientists?"
Kyle Baldwin:"We've heard from Marie what u can do Markus if you use your ability in the right way no one will have to get hurt, ow and while your there they are keeping one of the 4400 captive there we would highly appreciate it if u could get her out of there. And remember try to refrain from using violence."
That's when the phone was hung up, the next day a courrier delivered the blueprints of the building to our Motel room and thus we set out a plan to prove ourselves and to save a 4400.
zaterdag 9 juni 2007
Learning control
Well time to give yáll an update on our current situation.
About a week ago we were evicted out of our appartement after some angry people tried to bash in our door saying they didn't want Promicin freaks living near their children, I was able to use my powers to make them calm again you could almost say that was the first time I felt my Emotion/Feeling altering power was used for something good.
It drained me though and when the people went away coming to reason again and our landlord showing up I wasn't able to "convince" him that we should be allowed to stay he was furious, damaging property making the other tennants upset like that I tried explaining it wasn't our fault but he would have none of it.
On top of that he said that there were these 2 men that came by saying we dealed in illegal substances and that we should come with them, thankfully neither me or Lotte was home at the time.
Being affraid that the cops,interpol or worse was looking for us we fled away we knew they'd be monitoring our Parent's houses so we grabbed the train and went to this little village all the way in the northern most point of the country.
We went there hearing rumors if u were a Promicin-positive being in trouble with your ability or something else you could find help there, ofcourse we were well aware that it could be a set-up by NTAC but I was prepared for it I had stopped people with my ability once before and making it self defence it would only be eassier for me to do so again.
Well we arrived late in the evening and too our great surprise we were greeted by a young man and woman not much older then we are.
Turns out they were 2 of the origenal 4400 gone into hiding after the 4400 center was shut down we talked for awhile and explained and Lotte demonstrated her ability, I also told them of my trouble I had sometimes controlling my ability and me thinking it could be a potential dangerous thing.
The woman named Marie then said she might be able to help me with that and explained that her ability was to "unlock" full potential of other's 4400 abilities she had never tried it on a Promicin-positive though but would like to try and see if she could aid me.
She placed her hands on my temples and started explaining that my powers were not so much Physical as they were a Psychic ability, Saying my ability to alter emotions and feelings of other people could be a great blessing and a great responsibility at the same time.
If she would unlock the full potential of my ability I would be able to make people feel and think anything I wanted, the emotion and feeling altering part of my ability was only scratching the surface of my full potential I could alter someone else's thoughts if I wasn't so affraid of exploring my powers.
I explained to her that my fear came from hospitalizing a guy after using my ability on him and she replied that I shouldn't be affraid anymore that it would come naturally to me to use my powers in a way I would see fit as right or good.
After that she took her hands of my temples and I felt like a heavy sack of stones was lifted off my consience I knew it worked as I could still feel what they were feeling as well Excitement,curiousity,tension but I also sensed something more subtle from them like a stream of words hovering around them, It were their thoughts I realized after a few seconds it was overwhelming and hard to make out at first but as I focused I could see each of them with their own stream around them.
Marie asked if it had worked and Lotte was looking at me with great anticipation "Yes, I think it has" I said.
The man then walked away saying he had to make a phone call, after a few minutes he returned saying that we should travel to America there was a 4400 there who would very much like to meet both of us convincing us our abilities could be a great benefit too the world and the 4400 movement.
Next day they escorted Lotte and me to Amsterdam and bought us a pair of plain-tickets to Seattle-Tacoma International airport.They also advised us to be carefull there would certainly be a strict search for potential Promicin-positives once we landed in America.
When we asked them why we had to go into the den of the lion if it would not be safer to stay in Europe they said to us "Sometimes to find help you must travel to places were it is least expected".
With that they sent us off along with a considerable ammount of Cash money, 2 fake ID's and a mobile phone saying once we arrived were we had to be we would get a phonecall.
And here we are now in a Motel in Seattle waiting for our phonecall I still can't fathom how much has changed over the last 4 weeks us developing these amazing abilities becoming fugitive's in our own country, seeing how much regular people hate us now and fear us. Meeting Marie and John who had made me realize that my powers were much more then I initially thought they were and using my new found ability too influence people getting things in our favour for once I know it's wrong to manipulate people's minds just to get what u want but after all the setbcks we had and my talk with Marie I'm not affraid of my own ability anymore I knwo I will find a good use for it someday but until that day comes I might as well practice and perfect it.
Markus and Lotte signing out waiting for our contact
About a week ago we were evicted out of our appartement after some angry people tried to bash in our door saying they didn't want Promicin freaks living near their children, I was able to use my powers to make them calm again you could almost say that was the first time I felt my Emotion/Feeling altering power was used for something good.
It drained me though and when the people went away coming to reason again and our landlord showing up I wasn't able to "convince" him that we should be allowed to stay he was furious, damaging property making the other tennants upset like that I tried explaining it wasn't our fault but he would have none of it.
On top of that he said that there were these 2 men that came by saying we dealed in illegal substances and that we should come with them, thankfully neither me or Lotte was home at the time.
Being affraid that the cops,interpol or worse was looking for us we fled away we knew they'd be monitoring our Parent's houses so we grabbed the train and went to this little village all the way in the northern most point of the country.
We went there hearing rumors if u were a Promicin-positive being in trouble with your ability or something else you could find help there, ofcourse we were well aware that it could be a set-up by NTAC but I was prepared for it I had stopped people with my ability once before and making it self defence it would only be eassier for me to do so again.
Well we arrived late in the evening and too our great surprise we were greeted by a young man and woman not much older then we are.
Turns out they were 2 of the origenal 4400 gone into hiding after the 4400 center was shut down we talked for awhile and explained and Lotte demonstrated her ability, I also told them of my trouble I had sometimes controlling my ability and me thinking it could be a potential dangerous thing.
The woman named Marie then said she might be able to help me with that and explained that her ability was to "unlock" full potential of other's 4400 abilities she had never tried it on a Promicin-positive though but would like to try and see if she could aid me.
She placed her hands on my temples and started explaining that my powers were not so much Physical as they were a Psychic ability, Saying my ability to alter emotions and feelings of other people could be a great blessing and a great responsibility at the same time.
If she would unlock the full potential of my ability I would be able to make people feel and think anything I wanted, the emotion and feeling altering part of my ability was only scratching the surface of my full potential I could alter someone else's thoughts if I wasn't so affraid of exploring my powers.
I explained to her that my fear came from hospitalizing a guy after using my ability on him and she replied that I shouldn't be affraid anymore that it would come naturally to me to use my powers in a way I would see fit as right or good.
After that she took her hands of my temples and I felt like a heavy sack of stones was lifted off my consience I knew it worked as I could still feel what they were feeling as well Excitement,curiousity,tension but I also sensed something more subtle from them like a stream of words hovering around them, It were their thoughts I realized after a few seconds it was overwhelming and hard to make out at first but as I focused I could see each of them with their own stream around them.
Marie asked if it had worked and Lotte was looking at me with great anticipation "Yes, I think it has" I said.
The man then walked away saying he had to make a phone call, after a few minutes he returned saying that we should travel to America there was a 4400 there who would very much like to meet both of us convincing us our abilities could be a great benefit too the world and the 4400 movement.
Next day they escorted Lotte and me to Amsterdam and bought us a pair of plain-tickets to Seattle-Tacoma International airport.They also advised us to be carefull there would certainly be a strict search for potential Promicin-positives once we landed in America.
When we asked them why we had to go into the den of the lion if it would not be safer to stay in Europe they said to us "Sometimes to find help you must travel to places were it is least expected".
With that they sent us off along with a considerable ammount of Cash money, 2 fake ID's and a mobile phone saying once we arrived were we had to be we would get a phonecall.
And here we are now in a Motel in Seattle waiting for our phonecall I still can't fathom how much has changed over the last 4 weeks us developing these amazing abilities becoming fugitive's in our own country, seeing how much regular people hate us now and fear us. Meeting Marie and John who had made me realize that my powers were much more then I initially thought they were and using my new found ability too influence people getting things in our favour for once I know it's wrong to manipulate people's minds just to get what u want but after all the setbcks we had and my talk with Marie I'm not affraid of my own ability anymore I knwo I will find a good use for it someday but until that day comes I might as well practice and perfect it.
Markus and Lotte signing out waiting for our contact
vrijdag 8 juni 2007
Growth
Well as u guys read Markus has had a significant more difficult time trying to learn and control his powers. I feel sad for him but am also glad and I know he is too that my Ability came alot more natural to me.
I don't know why I got the ability to communicate with Plants maybe because I was already studying herbology maybe developed abilities are totally random, I know Markus being a Geneticist would love to discuss this with doctor Birkhoff.
Well I tried and tested my ability over the past few weeks and discovered that Plants are very much like Humans, they actually "feel" and sense things around them in a not so different way as we regular humans do.
At first I tried simple things asked flowers and plants like Hedera helix (Ivy for those who don't know the Latin name ;) ) to grow in a certain direction or try and grow fast.
It didn't always work but most of the time if I focused I could do it, I'll never forget Markus' response when he stepped out of bed and I had gone through all night him walking into a room and all the plants and flowers started to face him he just had a great old grin from ear to ear on his face.
But I just have to show u my latest experiment, see Markus and I are on the run now for well over a week and when we stopped to rest at this motel I sensed a flowergarden that was in a state of pain i walked over to it and found a nearly dead rose.
It told me it didn't have long to live and I felt a kinship with it of sorts it apparantly had a hard time just as Markus and I were having now.
So I took it in my hands ond focused really hard telling it not to die not to give up that it should bloom to show it's beauty again and when I opened my hands again the most wonderfull thing happened, it bloomed up only for a short while maybe 2 minutes after wich I couldn't hear it anymore so it died but it represented something every single one of us should never forget.
As long as there are people like us with abilities we should never give up hope always strive to show our best and brightest even if all seems lost.
Terrible things
Well the first week my Empathy gift revealed itself to me I was affraid to go back to school I was already sensing every emotion and feeling that was going on in our appartement block.
I tried training myself, meditate try and block out every emotion and feeling that were not my own it took me a good few days but I managed it. I had the luxury of being able to train my ability with my Girlfriend she has taught me how to ease my mind to relax.
Funny isn't it I am able to manipulate other's emotions and feelings so easily but for my own state of mind I need someone close to me to keep my feet on the ground.
Most of our friends already knew we had developed abilities and we tried explaining to them why but they would'nt listen, I wasn't looking forward going back to school this way people tend to talk alot behind your back especially in a schoolbuilding, only thing that still made school bearable was that my chosen education (3rd year genetic sciences inspired by research of doctor Kevin Burkhoff) allowed me alot of time in my lab on my own.
Everything went fine the first 2 days, the 3rd day I was back in school however something terrible happened.
These 3 guys were bothering Lotte calling her a freak of nature when one guy took a swing at her and I saw it I just snapped, I walked over to the guy punched him in the face and broke his nose I felt so angry I could just feel the hatred streaming out of my body.
The other 2 punched me down and as I felt one of my ribs crack the pain I felt I just wanted them to feel it too I grabbed one of the guys by the ankle and as soon as I made skincontact he fell down writhing in pain.
Apparently my gift works better if I make direct contact with a person and u can ask urself if pain is a emotion but I have discovered that a body is only as strong as the mind that is in it and manipulating a mind to simulate a feeling was a easy task for me.
As the boy passed outfrom the pain the third one and the one with the broken nose made a run for it, I saw very well the looks of disgust on the faces of the onlookers and even more so I felt their fear for me.
I was glad Lotte took me home to our appartment later that day I heard that numerous fights broke out around the school injurung several students so severe they had to be taken to the hospital.
As a scientist I rationalized that my power went into overdrive feeding off the adrenaline that was released amplifying it's effectiviness but also making it uncontrollable when I saw those 3 guys harrasing my Girlfriend.
As for the boy that I took down by introducing him to so much pain I heard he got admitted to a psychyatric ward he hasn't said a word since the day we fought the only thing that remained was a look of terror in his eyes.
As much as I am discovering my potential the more I fear it I have done terrible things with it already yet I only have had them for such a short while.
Will try and keep u guys updated need to leave some space for Lotte to write her bit.
Signing out Markus V on the run trying to cope with my actions
I tried training myself, meditate try and block out every emotion and feeling that were not my own it took me a good few days but I managed it. I had the luxury of being able to train my ability with my Girlfriend she has taught me how to ease my mind to relax.
Funny isn't it I am able to manipulate other's emotions and feelings so easily but for my own state of mind I need someone close to me to keep my feet on the ground.
Most of our friends already knew we had developed abilities and we tried explaining to them why but they would'nt listen, I wasn't looking forward going back to school this way people tend to talk alot behind your back especially in a schoolbuilding, only thing that still made school bearable was that my chosen education (3rd year genetic sciences inspired by research of doctor Kevin Burkhoff) allowed me alot of time in my lab on my own.
Everything went fine the first 2 days, the 3rd day I was back in school however something terrible happened.
These 3 guys were bothering Lotte calling her a freak of nature when one guy took a swing at her and I saw it I just snapped, I walked over to the guy punched him in the face and broke his nose I felt so angry I could just feel the hatred streaming out of my body.
The other 2 punched me down and as I felt one of my ribs crack the pain I felt I just wanted them to feel it too I grabbed one of the guys by the ankle and as soon as I made skincontact he fell down writhing in pain.
Apparently my gift works better if I make direct contact with a person and u can ask urself if pain is a emotion but I have discovered that a body is only as strong as the mind that is in it and manipulating a mind to simulate a feeling was a easy task for me.
As the boy passed outfrom the pain the third one and the one with the broken nose made a run for it, I saw very well the looks of disgust on the faces of the onlookers and even more so I felt their fear for me.
I was glad Lotte took me home to our appartment later that day I heard that numerous fights broke out around the school injurung several students so severe they had to be taken to the hospital.
As a scientist I rationalized that my power went into overdrive feeding off the adrenaline that was released amplifying it's effectiviness but also making it uncontrollable when I saw those 3 guys harrasing my Girlfriend.
As for the boy that I took down by introducing him to so much pain I heard he got admitted to a psychyatric ward he hasn't said a word since the day we fought the only thing that remained was a look of terror in his eyes.
As much as I am discovering my potential the more I fear it I have done terrible things with it already yet I only have had them for such a short while.
Will try and keep u guys updated need to leave some space for Lotte to write her bit.
Signing out Markus V on the run trying to cope with my actions
Why don't people just leave us alone?
Well another day another entry, We promised u guys that we would keep u updated on how our abilities were progressing.
We would want to say 1 thing though it's been almost 4 weeks now since we injected each other with Promicin yes we are glad we didn't die and we took Promicin very well knowing the high lethality rate.
What bothers us is how our friends reacted to it they were appaled asking us if we weren't contempt being just "normal" we tried explaining our reasons for injecting it into our system but people just won't listen they have judged us not even wanting to hear our arguments.
Same goes for all the politicians trying to ban Promicin trying to track us down and register our abilities like we are terrorists or a danger to the world, more and more we understand the views of Jordan Collier the way he viewed the goverment saying sometimes changes have to be radical for if they were slow progress would be halted by those affraid of the unknown.
Over the past 3,5 weeks we have been evicted out of our appartement hunted by ignorrant people who don't want to hear that we only want to use our abilities for good.
We are hoping somehow to come into contact with Jordan collier hoping he can help us like he helped many of the original 4400 trying to rebuild their liveseven though they were faced with suspicion and fear from the people who so oppose Promicin, the 4400 and everything associated with it.
We would want to say 1 thing though it's been almost 4 weeks now since we injected each other with Promicin yes we are glad we didn't die and we took Promicin very well knowing the high lethality rate.
What bothers us is how our friends reacted to it they were appaled asking us if we weren't contempt being just "normal" we tried explaining our reasons for injecting it into our system but people just won't listen they have judged us not even wanting to hear our arguments.
Same goes for all the politicians trying to ban Promicin trying to track us down and register our abilities like we are terrorists or a danger to the world, more and more we understand the views of Jordan Collier the way he viewed the goverment saying sometimes changes have to be radical for if they were slow progress would be halted by those affraid of the unknown.
Over the past 3,5 weeks we have been evicted out of our appartement hunted by ignorrant people who don't want to hear that we only want to use our abilities for good.
We are hoping somehow to come into contact with Jordan collier hoping he can help us like he helped many of the original 4400 trying to rebuild their liveseven though they were faced with suspicion and fear from the people who so oppose Promicin, the 4400 and everything associated with it.
donderdag 7 juni 2007
Our lives
Well guess We'll start by introducing ourselves to the world.
I am Markus I am 23 years old lead a pretty dull and boring life up until a few weeks ago
u see both me and my girlfriend injected each other with Promicin hoping our lives would change for the better.
Well guess it did in some ways atleast u see i'm not the same person I was 3 weeks ago I can do new and exciting things my appearance has changed.
Promicin has given me a ability some would refer to as Empathy or that is the scientific term for it atleast.
I sense other people's Emotions and or Feelings and can alter them, I also seem to be able to project my own emotions outwards however the few times this has happened has thaught me I must learn selfcontrol first before attempting to do this again it can potentially be lethal and I took Promicin with the thought of trying to be able to help people not too harm them.
My newfound powers also came with a physical change if u would like to call it that my eyes are permanently blacked out and as such I almost always wear sunglasses so that other people don't know I'm one the many people who took Promicin.
Hello my name is Charlotte or Lotte as my friends used to call me, yes i say used too when my boyfriend and I injected each other with Promicin hoping to make a change in the world most of our friends abandoned us, being scared as most of the general populus is of the 4400 or anything else that is different for that matter.
I got the Promicin from a friend's party there was a girl there who had develop the ability too cause temperature change in the human body and knew I was interrested in Promicin, she gave me 2 Vials saying Collier would want us to have this.
After I got home I talked with Markus for a long time taking away any doubts he might have still had after that we injected each other with the Promicin (my own little version of being romantic I guess)
For about a week we didn't notice anything until that day when Markus woke up feeling excruciating pain I considered calling a hospital but what were we to say that we injected eachother with Promicin?
I tended to him the best I could that day made him some tea from my homegrown herb garden tried to ease his pain, I was thankfull he was so exhausted from pain by the end of the day that he was able to fall asleep not feeling it anymore.
Next day when I woke up to go to class I decided to let him stay at home that day not attending classes might be for the best I told myself.
When I got too school I made the strangest discovery though,
I am a first year student of botanic sciences and when I walked into my lab that morning it was as if all the palnts in there greeted me faced towards me.
I told myself I must've been imagining things and went to work on my project wich at the time was trying to cultivate a particular hard to breed plantspecies (I won't bore u guys with the science behind it)
To my great surprise it was as if the plants were talking to me telling me how to go about it and within 3 hours I had made significant progress.
Excited I raced back to our appartement to share the good news of my abbility with my Markus and when I got there he already congratulated me saying he could "sense" how excited I was.
We will be sharing more of our progress that we made the last 3 weeks with our abilities in the next few days tell u guys about the pro's and Con's of being blessed with these gifts from Jordan Collier as we call them
I am Markus I am 23 years old lead a pretty dull and boring life up until a few weeks ago
u see both me and my girlfriend injected each other with Promicin hoping our lives would change for the better.
Well guess it did in some ways atleast u see i'm not the same person I was 3 weeks ago I can do new and exciting things my appearance has changed.
Promicin has given me a ability some would refer to as Empathy or that is the scientific term for it atleast.
I sense other people's Emotions and or Feelings and can alter them, I also seem to be able to project my own emotions outwards however the few times this has happened has thaught me I must learn selfcontrol first before attempting to do this again it can potentially be lethal and I took Promicin with the thought of trying to be able to help people not too harm them.
My newfound powers also came with a physical change if u would like to call it that my eyes are permanently blacked out and as such I almost always wear sunglasses so that other people don't know I'm one the many people who took Promicin.
Hello my name is Charlotte or Lotte as my friends used to call me, yes i say used too when my boyfriend and I injected each other with Promicin hoping to make a change in the world most of our friends abandoned us, being scared as most of the general populus is of the 4400 or anything else that is different for that matter.
I got the Promicin from a friend's party there was a girl there who had develop the ability too cause temperature change in the human body and knew I was interrested in Promicin, she gave me 2 Vials saying Collier would want us to have this.
After I got home I talked with Markus for a long time taking away any doubts he might have still had after that we injected each other with the Promicin (my own little version of being romantic I guess)
For about a week we didn't notice anything until that day when Markus woke up feeling excruciating pain I considered calling a hospital but what were we to say that we injected eachother with Promicin?
I tended to him the best I could that day made him some tea from my homegrown herb garden tried to ease his pain, I was thankfull he was so exhausted from pain by the end of the day that he was able to fall asleep not feeling it anymore.
Next day when I woke up to go to class I decided to let him stay at home that day not attending classes might be for the best I told myself.
When I got too school I made the strangest discovery though,
I am a first year student of botanic sciences and when I walked into my lab that morning it was as if all the palnts in there greeted me faced towards me.
I told myself I must've been imagining things and went to work on my project wich at the time was trying to cultivate a particular hard to breed plantspecies (I won't bore u guys with the science behind it)
To my great surprise it was as if the plants were talking to me telling me how to go about it and within 3 hours I had made significant progress.
Excited I raced back to our appartement to share the good news of my abbility with my Markus and when I got there he already congratulated me saying he could "sense" how excited I was.
We will be sharing more of our progress that we made the last 3 weeks with our abilities in the next few days tell u guys about the pro's and Con's of being blessed with these gifts from Jordan Collier as we call them
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