Terrible things

Well the first week my Empathy gift revealed itself to me I was affraid to go back to school I was already sensing every emotion and feeling that was going on in our appartement block.

I tried training myself, meditate try and block out every emotion and feeling that were not my own it took me a good few days but I managed it. I had the luxury of being able to train my ability with my Girlfriend she has taught me how to ease my mind to relax.
Funny isn't it I am able to manipulate other's emotions and feelings so easily but for my own state of mind I need someone close to me to keep my feet on the ground.

Most of our friends already knew we had developed abilities and we tried explaining to them why but they would'nt listen, I wasn't looking forward going back to school this way people tend to talk alot behind your back especially in a schoolbuilding, only thing that still made school bearable was that my chosen education (3rd year genetic sciences inspired by research of doctor Kevin Burkhoff) allowed me alot of time in my lab on my own.

Everything went fine the first 2 days, the 3rd day I was back in school however something terrible happened.
These 3 guys were bothering Lotte calling her a freak of nature when one guy took a swing at her and I saw it I just snapped, I walked over to the guy punched him in the face and broke his nose I felt so angry I could just feel the hatred streaming out of my body.
The other 2 punched me down and as I felt one of my ribs crack the pain I felt I just wanted them to feel it too I grabbed one of the guys by the ankle and as soon as I made skincontact he fell down writhing in pain.
Apparently my gift works better if I make direct contact with a person and u can ask urself if pain is a emotion but I have discovered that a body is only as strong as the mind that is in it and manipulating a mind to simulate a feeling was a easy task for me.

As the boy passed outfrom the pain the third one and the one with the broken nose made a run for it, I saw very well the looks of disgust on the faces of the onlookers and even more so I felt their fear for me.

I was glad Lotte took me home to our appartment later that day I heard that numerous fights broke out around the school injurung several students so severe they had to be taken to the hospital.
As a scientist I rationalized that my power went into overdrive feeding off the adrenaline that was released amplifying it's effectiviness but also making it uncontrollable when I saw those 3 guys harrasing my Girlfriend.

As for the boy that I took down by introducing him to so much pain I heard he got admitted to a psychyatric ward he hasn't said a word since the day we fought the only thing that remained was a look of terror in his eyes.

As much as I am discovering my potential the more I fear it I have done terrible things with it already yet I only have had them for such a short while.
Will try and keep u guys updated need to leave some space for Lotte to write her bit.


Signing out Markus V on the run trying to cope with my actions